These past three years have been tough ones. I have no idea of the what and why of the goings on, but I’ve endured them… not quite sure yet whether I’m worse for wear or whether I will end up strengthened.
One thing I do know, now that I’m able to more favorably move forward, I’ve got to get to a place where life isn’t simply dressing or mechanically moving from one thing to another. I’m in a position right now that all is analytical, and while I have done and continue to do analytical stuff, I am much more of a creative type person than anything else. Heck, even coding for me is a creative endeavor.
I’ve got to get back to the creative. If I don’t, I’m going to go nuts. I’ve got to find balance in my life, and right now I’m not sure how to do that.
2013 moves into 2014 – what will change? Up to me, I suppose.