{"id":138,"date":"2003-05-20T22:54:39","date_gmt":"2003-05-20T22:54:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.hypersync.net\/wordpress\/?p=138"},"modified":"2003-05-20T22:54:39","modified_gmt":"2003-05-20T22:54:39","slug":"it_is_getting_very_hard","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.hypersync.net\/wordpress\/?p=138","title":{"rendered":"It is getting very hard"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>It is getting very hard to motivate myself to study, especially when everyone else is done.<br \/>\nThis CPE decision is becoming very difficult.  Do I, or do I not?  Permission, a gift given as Roy said, to take the summer easy should not be thrown away easily.  Yet, there is that nagging feeling that the &#8220;still small voice&#8221; is saying stay in CPE.  Of whom is the voice?  I would love to take the summer off &#8211; perhaps the last time this opportunity will come my way.  I hate agonizing over a decision.<br \/>\nI know either way I will be fine.  What may be in store either way is what confounds me, and there is no way of knowing what is in store.<br \/>\nChris e-mailed me and said I should NOT take a trip to the CDC in Atlanta unless it is absolutely necessary.  He also said it is never a good thing to be an &#8220;interesting case.&#8221;  I believe him.<br \/>\nI just need to get through these final few exams and I will be fine.  The papers I have yet to write will be a joy, in comparison to the exams &#8211; tough to finish, but no memorization and I am in control of the product.  Bed!<br \/>\ncomments?  <a href=\"mailto:bob@hypersync.net\" title=\"e-mail me\">e-mail me<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It is getting very hard to motivate myself to study, especially when everyone else is done. This CPE decision is becoming very difficult. Do I, or do I not? Permission, a gift given as Roy said, to take the summer &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.hypersync.net\/wordpress\/?p=138\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-138","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.hypersync.net\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/138","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.hypersync.net\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.hypersync.net\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.hypersync.net\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.hypersync.net\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=138"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.hypersync.net\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/138\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.hypersync.net\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=138"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.hypersync.net\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=138"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.hypersync.net\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=138"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}